do you comprehend?

What do you do when you realize that everyones out to get you in some way or the other, do you sit back and take it or do you live alone? What sucks is that living alone is almost completely impossible for just about any human being, but can we really face being played or fucked with by everyone simply so that we are not alone? Which can we live with, which can we stand to take? I can't imagine living like this, but I would never, ever want to be alone. I don't think I would be able to stand it. 

What we set out to do though, when we find out that everyone is out to get us in some way or another, is we do what is in our best interest. You have to find the ones that are least out to get you. Accept the fact that everyone is gonna play with your emotions, trust, mind, feelings, heart, etc. and look for that one... or even few people, who are aiming to do that to you less than others.

There are people who 100% want to fuck with your everything.. or just one aspect, such as your heart, whatever. Like they just don't give a fuck how you feel it's just their 100% goal or decision, and then there are the ones who just want to fuck with you like 15%, either cause they're more aware of your feelings, or more aware of what they're doing, or I don't even know.. it's just the way life is. I wouldn't be able to explain. All we have to do to survive is to find that 15% person... if you catch my drift.

It sucks but sometimes you have to deal, that's what life's all about... dealing, trying to get through this game in the most pleasant way possible. 

I don't know there's just a lot on my mind, ill share more later when i have the patience and sanity.